No sugar yesterday or today. But today was different than it has been.
Today I was PISSED about it.
Without birth control, I’ve noticed that around the time I get my period, I feel weak, exhausted, and HUNGRY. It’s the kind of hunger that doesn’t feel satisfied, even when you’ve just eaten a full meal. It’s the kind where you think, “Huh. That was fine I guess. But I could keep going.”
So, I’m thinking I might have my period soon.
Craig and I went out to dinner, because in order to make dinner here I would have had to clean a pan, and the thought of cleaning the pan made me want to cry because it felt like so much work.
So, out we went!
I ate. A lot. And then all I wanted was a hot fudge sundae with a giant piece of cake and maybe some Reeses Pieces. Is that so wrong?
It’s the strongest craving I’ve had so far. Let me tell you, it was unpleasant. Fortunately, Craig was there and I could talk out loud about it: “All I want is ice cream! And cake! And I’m not going to have any! And I reeeeeally want to! AAARGH!”
Talking out loud is helpful for me, even when no one is there to listen. I find that talking out loud helps me solidify my thoughts. I’ve been using it as a strategy sometimes when cravings arise.
I have a wonderful recipe for you for enchiladas. This was so good – I took a bite and decided it was definitely one to repeat in the future.
Avocado and Pinto Bean Enchiladas
adapted from Eat, Drink, and Be Vegan
4 servings
9-10 6-inch tortillas (corn, whole wheat, whatever)
1 Tbsp olive oil
1 cup onions, thinly sliced
1 tsp chili powder
1/2 tsp ground cumin
1/4 tsp allspice
1/4 tsp salt
ground black pepper to taste
2-2 1/2 cups white button mushrooms, sliced
1 14 oz can pinto beans, rinsed and patted dry
1/2 cup raw cashews, lightly crushed
2 Tbsp fresh lime juice
2 medium avocados
1/4 tsp salt
1 3/4 cups prepared enchilada sauce (I found some without sugar at the grocery store)
3/4-1 cup prepared chili sauce (I couldn’t find chili sauce without sugar, so I used about 1/2 cup of Frank’s Red Hot)
1 cup vegan cheese, grated (optional. I used regular cheese since I’m not a vegan)
Warm tortillas, either in the microwave for about 1 minute (flip halfway through) or in a 400-degree oven, covered in foil, for 5-10 minutes. Either way, preheat oven to 400.
In a frying pan on medium heat, add oil, onions, chili powder, cumin, allspice, salt, and pepper and saute for 2-3 minutes. Increase heat to medium-high, add mushrooms, beans, and cashews and saute for 5-6 minutes, tossing once or twice. Immediately toss in lime juice and remove from heat to slightly cool.
In a large bowl, mash avocado and salt. Add veggie saute and lightly mix to incorporate.
In a separate bowl, mix sauces together. Pour half of sauce evenly over bottom of a 9×13 pan. Place 1/4-1/3 cup avocado-veggie mixture in center of each tortilla. Roll tortillas up, tucking in sides as you go, and place seam-side down in baking dish. Pour remaining sauce over top, and cover with foil. Bake for 16-18 minutes, uncover, and bake for another 4-5 minutes, until bubbling around edges. If you’re using cheese, sprinkle it on the enchiladas 15 minutes into the baking process, then bake uncovered for another 6-7 minutes to melt.
And please enjoy
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